![]() Last September I got caught taking some money from work, now this is something im less than proud of, but at the time nobody else in my family was working and my parents were getting eviction notices in the door, so i felt the need and the justification to do it! i always had the intention that once we got back on our feet that I would pay it back. I dont know who you are but I know where you are coming from. Maybe my next life will be kinder to me then this one. I have plans to kill myself before this day is over. The example one step forward two steps back explains my life. My life has never been "good" it barely get "better" then something comes along and send me lower and lower. I don't want to live anymore as everything WILL get worse. I am a good person but the whole world decided i should suffer for some reason. I could write a few pages of what has gone wrong in my life but last year was the last hit i am willing to take.ĭid i fuck everything up? No. Last year isn't the only reason for me wanting to die. Lost most of my friends and the ones i still have don't really like me, seems like they just "put up" with me. The love of my life left me to go out with a real grade A guy (drug dealer, sarcasm doesn't work in text) Lost my job and have been unemployed for a few months now. ![]() Last year destroyed what i had for a future. I am so tired of trying to get better but it won't happen for me.
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